even though everything is going so well, there is a lingering dread in the back and also in the forefront of my mind of all of this coming down. annihalation.
i can be happy, but i cannot and should not be identified with it.
i must act accordingly. on my guard
because everything is perfect...things are set in place perfect...everything is heading to perfect.
therefore i am suspicious
i have trust issues
i am sorry universe.
it is a nice problem to have. to have such a precious idea. and to be afraid of dying and not have that idea come to realization.
it shows that you are resonating with a deeply beautific vision.
it feels like the lottery. actually. it's almost, if not the same, energy field
30 seconds to mars lyrics:
under the burning sun
i take a look around
imagine if this all came down
i'm waiting for the day to come.