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existential_001
death
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_002
life
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_003
beauty and terror
Nov 27, 2021 10:35 PM
existential_004
treadmill theory of consciousness
Jan 2, 2022 1:05 AM
existential_005
merging with reality
Dec 2, 2021 3:38 AM
existential_006
i am god
Dec 2, 2021 3:36 AM
existential_007
fear of consciousness
Jan 2, 2022 1:06 AM
existential_008
annihilation is a self-fulfilling prophecy
Jan 2, 2022 1:07 AM
existential_009
backdoors exist
Jan 2, 2022 1:07 AM
existential_010
the strangeness of repetition
Jan 2, 2022 1:12 AM
existential_011
the water fountain
Jan 2, 2022 1:13 AM
existential_012
there is something out there
Jan 2, 2022 1:13 AM
existential_013
breakdown of will
Jan 2, 2022 1:16 AM
existential_014
determinism can be beautiful
Nov 27, 2021 8:23 PM
existential_015
you don't want free will
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_016
haha
Nov 27, 2021 10:35 PM
existential_017
illusion
Jan 2, 2022 1:17 AM
existential_018
insanity
Jan 2, 2022 1:17 AM
existential_019
maybe you're my puppet
Jan 2, 2022 1:19 AM
existential_020
annihilation
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_021
the self exists/the self is an illusion
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_022
reality is a mystery
Jan 2, 2022 1:24 AM
existential_023
deus ex machina
Jan 2, 2022 1:27 AM
existential_024
philosophy as a tool
Jan 2, 2022 1:30 AM
existential_025
compatibilism, free will: part 4/5/6
Jan 2, 2022 1:37 AM
existential_026
from unknown to known, bestowed capacity
Jan 2, 2022 1:37 AM
existential_027
breakdown of language
Jan 2, 2022 1:38 AM
existential_028
everything that you notice is arising in the same space
Jan 2, 2022 1:44 AM
existential_029
philosophy of illusion
Jan 2, 2022 1:48 AM
existential_030
trust and nothingness
Jan 2, 2022 1:56 AM
existential_031
age identity
Jan 2, 2022 1:58 AM
existential_032
reflections
Jan 2, 2022 1:59 AM
existential_033
common denominators
Jan 2, 2022 2:03 AM
existential_034
the strangeness of repetition: part 4 the universe/is everything happening for the first time?
Jan 2, 2022 2:03 AM
existential_035
strangeness of repetition part 3: can music/art exist without consciousness? the illusion of subjective continuity
Jan 2, 2022 2:04 AM
existential_036
primordial, timeless concepts are what matter
Jan 2, 2022 2:04 AM
existential_037
it blows my mind how anything exists at all
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_038
you cannot prove that you are not insane
Jan 2, 2022 2:05 AM
existential_039
exist by context
Jan 2, 2022 2:05 AM
existential_040
everything is a delay
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_041
everything you are exposed to changes your life
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_042
listening is love
Jan 2, 2022 2:07 AM
existential_043
reverb
Jan 2, 2022 2:07 AM
existential_044
an energy in the air
Jan 2, 2022 2:08 AM
existential_045
to feel feelings as not feelings
Jan 2, 2022 2:08 AM
existential_046
the human mind's capacity for so much
Jan 2, 2022 2:10 AM
existential_047
the mind has a mind of its own. “locked in" approach to mind
Jan 2, 2022 2:11 AM
existential_048
things being references of things instead of being things themselves.
Jan 2, 2022 2:12 AM
existential_049
you cannot hate subjective experience
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_050
multiple selves
Jan 11, 2022 6:25 PM
existential_051
the gift of a stone
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_052
cooking options
Jan 2, 2022 2:22 AM
existential_053
an ongoing dread of annihilation
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_054
lottery effect: lottery winners going berserk
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_055
catch-22
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_056
stream of causality
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_057
the extrapolation of the mind
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_058
the fallacy of "it will never happen to me"
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_059
fear of enlightenment
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_060
you can't take anything personally
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_061
sincerity vs satire
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_062
size
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_063
existential size
Dec 16, 2021 11:04 PM
existential_064
the universe is actually small therefore
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_065
transcendence of simulations
Jan 2, 2022 12:21 AM
existential_066
losing grip with reality
Jan 2, 2022 2:23 AM
existential_067
contagion
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_068
why spirituality is so hard
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_069
i
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_070
we are always in a room.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_071
your body at all times is always touching something
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_072
depersonalization_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_073
eventual collapse. what if annihilation is inevitable. if the universe leads to annihilation.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_074
there is no crowd. emergent hierarchies, instiutions
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_075
reality as a video game
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_076
bypassing competition
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_077
we have the capacity for so much
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_078
non transactional
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_079
simulation self realization
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_080
alien-hand syndrome
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_081
empty nose syndrome
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_082
infinite is not your friend
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_083
everything is the same thing
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_084
layers and layers of existentialism, of deeper realities
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_085
what is hell?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_086
tolerance and free will
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_087
modes of being
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_088
what is the illusion of the illusion of free will?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_089
is malice is still better than nihilism?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_090
free will is a self fulfilling prophecy
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_091
everything is a self-fulfilling prophecy
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_092
beauty and terror - expanded
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_093
sad alron
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_094
its good to come back full circle
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_095
vicarious fulfilment, i am experiencing everything.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_096
spiritual successor
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_097
using past experiences/memories/movie mannerisms/thinking in memes
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_098
god is schizophrenic
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_099
panpsychism
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_100
user interface theory of reality, reality is code
Nov 27, 2021 9:04 PM
existential_101
Copy of death
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_102
Copy of life
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_103
everything is the past_ visualization, retrocausal, cause and effect
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_104
inferiority complex uprising
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_105
when things go out
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_106
literally nothing ever stays the same
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_107
framing/its all the same concepts just different framings
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_108
reincarnation_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_109
what an infinite regress of anxiety looks like
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_110
football and other domains
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_111
defaulting/simplifying morality, that truth is inherently good
Nov 30, 2021 1:45 AM
existential_112
product manufacturing, apple, identity, system identity, length of time, trajectory, sustainability.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_113
redundancy
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_114
energy level of an electron
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_115
percentage of myself.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_116
the collapse of the phantom collective
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_117
One Second Projection
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_118
enlightenment is not binary on/off.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_119
what are these after images?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_120
do things inside films actually happen? real. intentionality, etc
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_121
all garfield wanted was a belly rub
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_122
embedded in all endeavors is the hero's journey and consciousness exploration. all fields are sacred (did i write about this somewhere else)
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_123
ivory tower
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_124
acid trip report, panic attacks, flashbacks, anxiety, LSD trip
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_125
blinking
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_126
is being one better than none? is 1 better than 0? is 0 worse than 1?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_127
are hobbies pointless?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_128
the problem of opportunity cost
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_129
why get anxious? counter intuitive thought
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_130
illusion of subjective continuity
Dec 16, 2021 11:04 PM
existential_131
see evernote for any more existential notes
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_132
annihalation_ creativity is destruction
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_133
anonymous consciousness
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_134
is there something there in the infinite blackness?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_135
fake moral outrage, phantom centers, groupthink
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_136
solipsism_ arguments against it
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_137
solipsism
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_138
Existential old cell phone menus nokia
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_139
resolution
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_140
delay
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_141
i am nowhere_ origin, philosophy of illusion
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_142
seeing the validity in all things
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_143
intimate space of consciousness
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_144
existential, original suffering. is struggle and discipline relative or absolute?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_145
original suffering, spectrum of struggle, decentralized suffering, non relativity of suffering (at least not laterally across humans / beings)
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_146
"if you really love me and want to make me happy, don't cheat on your girlfriend"
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_147
we have total free will, or: you dont want total free will/conventional free will, free will is not what one may think it is.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_148
the complex morality surrounding The Founder
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_149
alan watts ceramic and fully automatic model
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_150
anxiety is can be satirical: x files
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_151
persistence
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_152
trajectory
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_153
i cant hate anything or anyone
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_154
myth of perfection, iteration vs p rfection
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_155
is there something outside of consciousness? or is consciousness simply one mode of being, existence, and there are others?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_156
most things will never happen
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_157
memory and time, proportionality of perceived lifespan, relativity of time
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_158
arcadia
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_159
some things are better left unsaid and just appreciated.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_160
Existential the paradox of consciousness
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_161
being is intrinsically good
Jan 3, 2022 8:50 PM
existential_162
ongoing vegan debate with sriram
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_163
relationship to objects/surroundings, to build reality now towards endgame
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_164
nihilism
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_165
what does tinnitus mean existentially?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_166
you can turn anything into a universe
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_167
things are not things but debates on how things should be
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_168
post acid trip
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_169
snapshot of the journey interlinked nature and evolution and steps of ideas and essay blocks the order of ideas log
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_170
fear of nothingness. never having been_fear of not
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_171
ideal world
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_172
zero sum contest
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_173
belief supersedes reality. or things are not material, but phantoms of mind and of consciousness ideas.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_174
people are walking philosophies
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_175
the prestige analysis
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_176
sometimes words/letters/faces look foreign or alien or unrecognizable
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_177
satire
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_178
negative framing_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_179
losing something and finding it is better than never losing it at all- or at least reveals so much, links to negative framing
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_180
treating myself as a boat, a passage
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_181
to see everyone as christ, christ-like
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_182
essay block code: that these thoughts and essays will change my reality in terrifying way
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_183
infinite variations_resolutions
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_184
if you really look: rabbit hole
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_185
to see myself as someone
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_186
imposter
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_187
society from nothing, something from nothing
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_188
do we all see the same colors?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_189
i don't know, knowing
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_190
self emergence
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_191
dreams
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_192
reducing peoples identity
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_193
unique faces
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_194
empty phenomena rolling on
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_195
mobility and deep work
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_196
perception of what one feels
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_197
the fear of floating away, or of my self floating away from my body
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_198
fear of god
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_199
terminal: automatic creation (older)
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_200
quantum immortality
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_201
joker
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_202
the identity of time
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_203
there is no common man
Dec 11, 2021 4:29 AM
existential_204
god is schizophrenic (extended) god is the dreamer we are the dream. god is the simulator we are the simulation
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_205
the fear of consciousness is the beginning of wisdom (extended)
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_206
odds
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_207
you cannot escape your experience
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_208
forgoing self projection
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_209
we are all “i” and it_s implications, multiverse. we are all one.
Jan 2, 2022 1:23 AM
existential_210
how the universe produces such unique facial identities
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_211
i am an illusion convincing itself that it is not.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_212
everything negates everything.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_213
listening is love
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_214
painful consistency
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_215
reality is ex machina like
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_216
holding doors open for people
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_217
there is something lost with being always connected
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_218
find your journal, both of them.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_219
what does visual snow mean?
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_220
life as a mental world_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_221
halloween
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_222
why i dont cae about "knowing" anymore, or shutting down debates with people who claim to be experts or who know
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_223
not thinking you want or would use something vs. having it there
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_224
i see things differently
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_225
the baseline bedrock actual core of being, ground of being
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_226
big bang is happening every second
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_227
the lies of negative emotion
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_228
there is sacredness in every job
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_229
signature of sanity/normalcy
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_230
sandbox universe
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_231
subliminal form of communication
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_232
out of site out of mind_why walls are so existenti
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_233
desire to please, make other people feel good.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_234
anxiety as the path, leap of faith
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_235
visualization: delay is your friend
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_236
the self deception of god_consciousness is in oppo
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_237
annihalation leads to freedom
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_238
existential music
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_239
existential why everyone should kill themselves
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_240
To eternally Explore
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_241
existential circle
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_242
existential irony, phantom
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_243
existential FIND YOUR NOTEBOOK
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_244
Untitled
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_245
existential retrocausality
Nov 27, 2021 9:37 PM
existential_246
existential truths
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_247
existential phantom
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_248
existential ego and knowing
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_249
existential learning logic and philosophy
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_250
existential reincarnation
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_251
002 existential is identity irreducible? face and faceless ness
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_252
existential all fight is couched in love until murder is an option
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_253
existential ramsay
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_254
existential everything is unstable
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_255
existential Willful ignorance leads to amazing things. Sometimes too much knowledge can make you too square.
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_256
existential being is inherently good- your convo with sriram regarding veganism
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_257
existential thoughts do not have an immune system
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_258
infinite universes, what infinite is
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_259
there is something more
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_260
meta layer of south park
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_261
nests of morality
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_262
there are no events
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_263
things are not just things but more than it. _
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_264
american psycho
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_265
you can_t speak on behalf of all of you
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_266
the self deception of god_consciousness is in oppo
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_267
software program of mind
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_268
tasting the intentionality
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_269
smile
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_270
reality is not cliche
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_271
proof is reductionistic
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_272
outsourcing one_s perspective and opinion, death of ones individual perspective
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_273
underlying substrates of reality
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_274
why we will never run out of music (arg.), infinite
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_275
the normal life is a lie
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_276
fix: i did not create myself illusion of ownership. surgery_ the horror of anesthesia
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_277
the fear of being a burden_never being able to wal
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_278
sudden disassociation
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_279
the death of me
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_280
the duality of movement
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_281
there is no crowd
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_282
the horrors of disability
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_283
why the truth was never written
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_284
working ones identity within the limitations of a_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_285
there are no villains
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_286
signatures of self
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_287
talking to myself
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_288
the case for the ego_identity
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_289
sex
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_290
self responsibility
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_291
the only thing that exists
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_292
transience. inevitability
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_293
software program of mind
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_294
universe
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_295
to be rich in some ways is to be poor in others
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_296
the root of all fear
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_297
why listening to oneself is sacred
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_298
things turning into a figment of imagination_
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_299
total recall_ memory
Nov 26, 2021 9:16 PM
existential_300
phantom worlds
Dec 15, 2021 2:28 AM