like you can link the fear aspect of all those essays to this.
this is also its own essay, like:
there is this perpetual fear within me that thinking about existence or existentialism will make me go insane or will alter my reality maladaptively. since truth may be maladaptive to living, this reality and evolution
reference don hoffman's case against reality.
but if all these ideas are indeed the truth..i need not be afraid. as to be afraid of truth is to then be afraid of the nature of consciousness, which is where
reference all fear parts of essays to this wisdom.