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i don't know what i fear more- death or ego death
the fear of never having been.
the idea of losing control.
the fear of not having an identity.
the fear of not relating to anyone.
the fear of becoming useless.
the fear of dissociation
the fear of total destruction.
The fear of being a burden
the fear of becoming like a vegetable (make a better phrase..like being indifferent. not doing anything. just being still).
the fear of being trapped.
The fear of being the only thing that exists
a fear of reality fading before me
a fear of my sense perceptions extinguishing
a fear that reality is just sense perceptions
a fear of paralysis
a fear of no self
a fear of existential deception.
a fear of the world disappearing when i close my eyes
a fear of enlightenment