can consciousness get bigger and smaller?
is it countable?
is having two conscious minds more consciousness than having one conscious mind?
i wonder about propagation of my art
and i wonder the preciousness of my consciousness
before i had the notion that i want to propogate my music to as many people as possible - and i still embody this notion. but this is only the x axis, and doesn't take into account depth.
if i had 10,000,000 minds listening to my music - this is amazing
but if i had 1,000 deep minds deeply listening - this is....sacred
and i wonder if i simply extrapolate this idea down to its extreme
that would lead to the idea that to have 1 mind....which is my mind....
that is to say, that to go infinitely deep into DARK with just one mind - my mind, might be the highest ideal...
or i wonder if the aspect of "other" needs to be taken into account? or is my mind and my own exploration of my mind a sufficient purview of what consciousness is?
like to let another person's music infiltrate my consciousness is a big deal to me- even though i am one person. my consciousness is infinite and vast to me. and to allow another content to arise within it is something sacred. to listen to someone else - to let their thoughts espouse my mind, is precious and sacred. and vice versa.
this is perhaps a separate essay on consciousness as a value. or value of one's consciousness.
i think this is a separate point:
the preciousness can exit despite 1 or 10000 conscious minds. a large number does not discount it.