i have this fear that i will forget how to walk-simply because i do not know how it is that i walk. so many things were taught in our childhood. i don't even remember the things we learned that we take for granted and use now. i don't even remember learning, or even remember remembering that i was learning. it is a mystery. there's a disconnect between my current self and extreme past self.
i don't know how it is i do many things-and yet i can do them. i hope this awareness doesn't nullify my abilities to do what i was only ingrained with in infancy.
(fear of enlightenment)