existential_458

existential_458

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how can one not be confused?
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Nov 26, 2021 9:17 PM

to be seemingly randomly and spontaneously born into an existence; with no memory, with this seeming strange body; seeing the world of strange objects l, with other people born in the same condition, and building self prophetic games and symbols for things to to make sense of things.

i feel confused about reality. not knowing who or what i am. trapped in a body and gravity of earth without being able to fly.

how does one make sense of thins? it feels as though i have woken up to this confusion, rather than being laid with some disease of sorts. it doesn't feel like mental disordering, a waking up to a truth, faced with the mental afflictions aas my mind wraps it's head around making sense of a new world that i once knew but now i've been spread open.