like how i got accepted into grammy recording academy. and as i gaze at the website i feel a sense of openness, as if i were standing on the steps outside of a great big convention center big and lustrous and open. like the namm show, but grammys.
and though this may just be an atmosphere of my mind - that actually is just as valid, and actually to say "and though" and "just" is to defea my point. if my atmosphere of mind feels like the big and open hall / convention and freedom then it IS. even if im staring at "just" a website.
does this link to essay on - everything happens in the same space of consciousness? that that feeling of grand openness is BOTH sincere and rendered.