existential_585

existential_585

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putting things for myself, doing my future self a favor
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Nov 30, 2021 1:38 AM

prety existential..to help my future self. to put thngs in placce for my future self. lik a phantom ghost ramana car racing video game.

theres something existential about doing myself a favor in the future or of putting objets in place fo the future. even more existetial is when i forget or when it is out of mind that i i had done so....

the idea that i had come across the toothbrush head replacements, even though they completely were off my mind, removed from my mind (or was it...? existentially), yet they still showed up and existed. as if there were something outside my mind governing the existence of things and laws of physics. that things don't just fade away ghost phantom like upon my mind forgetting about them. existence has a logic and order to it that extends beyond my mind. a sense of solidness and trust of it, and also comraditry