or fear of things just collapsing in a way, like the fear someone else may espouse my mind and body. replace my sense of self.
but this isn't possible-given that we are one consciousness, essentially in a soup or vat of vast consciousness, and just the body and positioning in space differentiate us. thus my mind is my environment, and thus i am locked in.
what's ironic is that this truth curbs my anxiety, but this truth is also more depressing than the anxiety lol