like when i stare up into the night time sky and into the universe/ cosmos the stars are actually ACTUALLY small white dots, not big things far away. it's a scary realization. and so the universe is actually super tiny. or that objects around me are big etc
so i can hold the entire cosmos in the palm of my hand. i suppose this how god feels like. so to be god is a matter of reframing and restructuring. born asleep and conditioned into thinking we are small. but the truth is right in front of our eyes. bare bone. i am HUGE. i AM GOD. this table i am writing on is bigger than Jupiter.