as i listen to organic shadows with abyss and hs8...incredible
i get the thought of - i wish people could hear what i hear...if they could hear this exact configuration, of both the listening equipment, and the mental configuration of me to really hear what i hear. to see myself not as i, but as a boat for i. as a passage. as. sort of experience that one can buy.
like if they could borrow my mind and experience for a while.
like if they were to pass through me.
not sure if im explainging this so well.
but the problem with this is—isnt the experience of "i" a part of the boat experience itself? thus creating an infinite regress (create essay block on infinite regress).
so say if i am loving my life - am i roopam garg, or am i a passenger who opted for the roopam garg experience?
if i am a boat, then at some point everybody was once me, or will eventually be me. which means it is in my duty to make sure i fulfil my narrow bandwidth of attention to its full. it means i must live as rightfully as i can, as in some sense everybody is me all at once inside this boat...or that i am everybody...it's rather twisted.
that for the sake of everybody therefore, i must be as good as possible or something.