existential_057

existential_057

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you can be depressed, anxious, confused, terrified of reality, harrowing experiencing.

but you cannot hate subjectivity or the idea of subjectivity itself.

you cannot hate what it means to be, to have appearances in consciousness.

this is a calming realization. consciousness, the idea of having an experience itself, is intrinsically peaceful.

i find this profound. profound yet right on the surface level. to have an experiencing, is

this can become a refuge. to disassociate from reality is to re-associate with consciousness, or at least a certain layer of it.

that it is more desirable to have appearances, or the concept of apperance, than to have absence of it.

(ref: being is better than non-being)