technical_096

technical_096

status
live
level
insight

i have never truly feel like a guitar player.

i have never truly integrated with such an identity.

i have a lingering sensation of it being an inauthentic representation

of who i am

and my vision with music.

and also of me being an inauthentic representation of what a guitar player is.

of being an imposter.

perhaps i am not good enough.

an empty embodiment of what it means to be an artist for myself.

a feeling of dissonance.

wanting to be a guitar player.

but not knowing what that really means.

a nebulous definition.

trying to find solid footing in one's craft in life.