all rooms at all times contain a depth. a gravity. an energy unbeknownst to the other people in the room. any room i am ever in is filled with suchness and richness. and i always wish i could capture its energy. whenever i compose. i always encounter an element outside of my music session that i wish was in the session. that should have been in the session. each room its own universe. a room universe. with pathways. i sometimes wish i could make myself into a small being. make the room a sizeable whole world by contrast. and explore pathways. explore details. the smaller i get. the more i see. the more microscopic fragments of reality open up to me. but i cannot. all i can do is try the same with my music. when i compose the entire room i am in becomes a universe.