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as i just listened to the x files theme but in a diferent way (ending of episode 20 season 3), like a variant of the origina motif.

something deeply cool and existential about it. like a variant of a theme, which reveals that theres an underlying structure/world/framework that nests below the original theme, like a blueprint. a framework. the variant reveals what is the same and what is different, a sort of different identity of the same underlying structure.

a reveal of something more and deeper.


also feels like each variant is an iteration. it also feels like a mirror of itself.

another angle — like that power rangers episode with the imposter power rangers characters . link to e

this is why im so drawn to explore and permutate my music, treating each layer as artifacts, where they spawn new music releases with the same/similar motivic structurers. hidden artifacts found in multiple songs.

i feel this mysteriousness manfiest in people too. like my brother and i share the same DNA, we both were fat and lost weight, and our pathways and approaches to that and to life, our transformations, visions, cool.

that's why i love demos.......or alt mixes. you hear how one thinks.

remember that game with against your own phantom self...

and each form and pathway takes its own identity, that is inexplicable