i am finished with chasing virtuoso guitar playing.
it is nothing but an empty vessel of depression, sadness, chaos and death.
it has stifled my creativity.
it has filtered countless beautiful music.
i seek the end of bottlenecks.
its time i end this neuroticism of virtuosity. this chase and charade and farce of chasing virtuoso guitar playing. it is meaningless. it is now and always has been. (ref that social media paragraph you wrote).
i have seen this in myself
and seen this on others
to have music be judged on that dimension is one of the ugliest things ever.
social media as a tool is a wonderful device
social media as the endgoal is the destroyer of creativity.