what am i trying to do?
i aim to find the perfect dark. to actualize the
That is the chase of all institutions. what consciousness is converging towards. The final design.
and i feel like this underlying operating system is oravelent across all domains of human enquiry—to realize the final future, the final beautific vision. the final design.
essentially we are all trying to chase the ideal. we are chasing the ideal. of what ought to be.
and in this process, many amazing things happen:
a seek for truth. beautifici design.
clawing at reality
expanding the universe
i realize that the process of writing esays/ books is same as writing music. a constant refinement of ones craft of thought.
so in all endeavours, there is common denomination of refinement, expansion, scultping, iterating, pathways, dangers, strategies
from ideal world for artist (ref):
where the final realization of the perfect beatific vision and the final maximal success is one and the same.
the maximal success of my being and all beings will be realized by the perfect dark.
a synonymity between perfect creation and the greatest flourishing of consciousness.
what is most personal
what is most beautiful/creative/beautific
what is most succesfull
and i believe this is what all companies are chasing, even apple, etc. we are all chasing the final realzation of the perfect batifuc design. i personally call it the perfect dark.
and i think it is that the ideal world is where the pareto distribution is 100/0. that is to say, there is no need or no existence of needing to have impurities or that 20% offsetting in order to appease a certain requirement. of selling out or doing things in a way that will be mor attractive for people to come buy etc. that the perfect design is also what wil attract the most.
a pareto distribution
both site 1 and 2 are amazing. but site 1 i know in my gut will atrract more viewers and susbcribers.
site 2 is more pure to my vision.
site 1 is 80-90% of my vision.
site 2 is 100%, but this last 10-20% (at least i fear) is non-optimal for maximime fan reach and growth, because it may not be deemd as attractive.
now in an ideal world, site 2 would be what would lead to max growth, and hey maybe long term that is true, sinc eit is total vision alignnment thus i will feel most strongly about it etc.
but because i dont think it is as attractive for viewers...
thus i will go with site 1, because it is in line with the macro objective of dark propgation
or it could be (this is what i hope) that i am wrong on both fronts, and that such an ideal DOES exist, and that i haven't found it yet. that there exists the 100% actualized vision of the website/app, and also what will attract the most people.
see this manifest all the time- apple colored imacs, companies doing frivolous stupid obnoxious marketing designs. NFTs...
what is most functional, minimal also happens to be what is most beautiful. and what is most beautiful also happens to be what is most minimal and most functional. and what is most minimal and functional also happens to be most intelligent. and that to subtle intelligence - the best kind of intelligence.
i live in an ideal world where/that the intersection between final maximal profit or/and final future of perfect beautific vision are one and the same...). in other words, that the maximal flourishment of ones being under all facets is synonymous or congruent to the constant refinement and sculpting into perfect beatific vision and final design. in both endeavor with ones craft, as well with how one lives in the world. and it's my mode of being, my operating system, my software of mind of the ideal world for an artist
that there is no ulterior motive (ref). that one has to dumb down or play to a collective social game. i do not ever
regarding an ideal world —
arguably, the attention is in the wrong direction. you cant always expect "the world" to be ideal, the artist has to be ideal to. i need to be ideal. i cant expect the world to be ideal. the only thing i can do is try to be as ideal as i can. the maximal flourish of ones being under all facets is synonymous or congruent to the constant refinement and sculpting into perfect beatific vision and final design. in both endeavor with ones craft, as well with how one lives in the world. and it's my mode of being, my operating system, my software of mind of the ideal world for an artist
an ideal artist for the world where the most personal and personally creative work is what will render the greatest success for that world.
to seek purity of mind.